| I haven't learned anything important in two years, haven't changed. I've just been drifting and failing basically. Great people come into my life and then slip away, because I can't hold onto anything, or I'm not worth holding on to.
I can't do college, I can't get a job, I can't get myself to do my own goddamn dishes. I just feel so, depressed, all the time. Helpless.
No one reads this so it's okay if I'm emo and blunt and -truthful-. I just have kept failing and failing and I really can't take it anymore. I'm shutting down again, I think.
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| Happy Day-After-the-Ides-of-March.. Day.
Here's my school schedule.
Friday: Koch @ 4:30.
Saturday: Work on and COMPLETE Essay 3. Email to Fiction Prof.
Sunday: Work on and COMPLETE Essay 2. Email to Fiction Prof.
Monday: Obama Rally. Begin reading Musui's Story.
--Post Spring Break Line--
Monday: Meet with Songster @11:00. Quiz 1 + E-Res Quiz.
Tuesday: Conference with Pipestem @10:15.
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| Suddenly politics is boring and school is hard.
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